What Is This.. Coming Back Again?

30th May .. After the Trip i dont feel like talking after been awhile in the bus .. i donno why , and no reason that the feeling and the pain came back so sudden.. and i can feel that .. theres something happened .. or something might happen.. I BELIEVE .. it's because everytime last time i had this feeling .. theres really something horrible and dam happened..But i really donno what only.. Ahh.. God help me .. Define it .. what is THIS ... I think im gonna back to emo and moody again .. dam frustrated and annoyed AGAIN NOW ...