Very Nice Series Movie ( Maple )

http://www.youtube.com/user/xxHoshizoraxx

Watch all 5 series .. well for me is very nice and intresting =)
Hope u Enjoy

30th July 2009

What In the Earth Is Happening ? I've Been like walking into the darkness now .. Everything seems so Negatively Happened .. Well Today I Was so uncomfortable in the school so i went back home ... then lately my Aunt got a blackmail from some Retarded Ass Hole that says and pretend my voice say that my head been broke down and need 300k because i've been kidnapped .. What A CRAZY World man .. and my phone as usual starts to ring untill dont stop = =.. well my Aunt was so worry that she cried non stop after she pick the blackmail up zz... Don't let me find out who u are .. i know theres ppl in the school were playing some games , not just me .. but others also kena blackmailed.
Now Streamyx also got problem due to the User's name~ zzzzz ...
I Wanna suicide , what gonna comes next? i'm enough stress and tired.. but i'll wont fall into temptation again .. and wont get emo easily !

29th July 2009 - Word Of God?

Well .. didn't go to school today .. lol .. cause morning raining + today lazy lazy har that thought that only 3 subject and only 1 teacher will only attend class and the subject has completely finished also -.- .. and wanted to quarantine myself and go for a doctor tomorrow since i feel like im kinda heaty and flu -.- .. hope that just normal not H1N1 la .. though my neighbour school also tio quarantine for 2 weeks -.- !





I think i'm starting to learn to fear God = =.. well .. not starting .. i'm fearing and scare edi = =.. i really feel that God is Mad of me - - ..Last night , i suddenly pop up from my sleep and very very automatically switched on my phone to see what time is it -.- .. and is 04:27~ .. At first i feel kinda weird.. and after 5 min nth happened so i fall asleep back -.- .. well .. today no go school of course sure will go out la =D .. went out with Steph and Nicholas for the whole day ~ hmm .. during dinner , i forget what makes me talk about the insident i had on the morning ( The Pop Up Sudden Sleep ). Well i told him about that , that i woke up suddenly at 04:27 without any reason .. and i was thinking for awhile , is that some chapters and verses in the book? After that Nic spoke out Proverbs 4:27 .. O_O .. Scarely man .. these few days i read bible .. is all about warnings .. after home i flip my bible to Proverbs 4:27 again .. and i'm pretty sure this time God is really speaking to me ..that he is angry too.. because ( Erm don't know how to explain -.- u need to see my Bible hahahaha ) i really need to change and stop doing it edi = =.. Well .. ( Change Of Something Of Course, Some PERSONAL )= ... )

29 July 2009

Vomit Blood Today ZZ ... Do All The SQL And Finished Everything , Left The Stupid Port Forward . And Then Because Of The Port Forward Boom All MY EFFORT ZZ .. Never Use P1 W1MAX For Hosting As It DONT HAVE Port Forward , Yes It Have in the another way but then is blacklisted zz ..

Well Today Get A Coinsident Kiss During Tuition -.- ..

HAIHZ I NEED FAST FAST GET A MODEM AND STREAMYX ..
Back To Streamyx Again -.-

27th July 2009

So Fast .. that already 27th of July .. Well i still left 4 days to settle everything be4 announce my server open =D .. Just finished SQL setup and config everything today~~ Well Well .. P1 w1max i think ok gua? since im now using it lol .. while waiting for the streamyx to come .. Aaaa August 10th is Exam!! Dead Lo ! Need Start To Study Also @_@ .. Well Today Is The 6th Day Of The 40 Days Fasting =D .. Currently Everything Goes Smoothly :) ! Heh ! Gotta Get Some Rest -.- ! Nightz All ~

26 July 2009

.. I Feel myself so lifeless today = =.. so bored that i don't know what to do = =.. haihz the connection like that i also don't know how to start doing the SQL = = .. sian .. God ah God Help Help Help !

25 July 2009

I Can't Stand My Idiot Noob Lousy Stupid Retarded ETC ETC Connection anymore zzzzzz.. sian zzzzzzzzzzzz ....

24th July 2009

haihz... don't know what to say .. i think is time for me to have counsel ? = =..

21st July 2009

Thought It Will Be End Of My Birthday .. Haha .. Thanks for my School friend that given me a Surprise party at KFC =D .. I Like The Fruit Cake Very Much Haha ! Thank You Guys ! Muackz

After later .. My Churchmate gave me a surprise dinner ( not so surprise after all ) gg .. ! Well something really surprised me.. Leonard , Susana , Nigel , Joo Ying ~ LoL I didn't know they will come =D .. Thank You For Coming Guys .. And Thank You Everyone For Celebrating With Me This Year .. I Really Feel So Surprised And Merry =D !

End Of Day ~

EEEHEEEE ! Thanks Dad For The Comp =D ! Trust Me I Will Run My Server For Real Success :) ! Tomorrow Getting My Connection , Instead Getting Idiot Streamyx , I'm trying P1 W1Max :D ! Well .. Hopefully Next Week Server Will BE Launch ! AAA .. Tomorrow Still Got Celebration WAHAHAA ..
New Aim ! GROW UP KEN !
Thank You Mun , For Your Hundreds Times Of Greet-.- !
Heh Thanks Bro For Chatting With Me All Night Long Yesterday =P !

20th July 2009 - Is 12 O'Clock ! Happy Birthday Kenneth !

Haha .. Happy 15th Birthday Kenneth Lee !
Well .. surprisingly i will do and post some silly stuff -.- ! There's alot things i wanna say to my friends.. to my brothers and sisters.. and even to myself..
Sometimes falling into temptation and God drops me into the hole .. IS A Good thing for me actually.. I Actually think in the way of Positive ( Huh Great that i know how to think in POSITIVE -.- ) Well .. It makes me more experienced.. and know what to do.. just like what that day Nicholas give out the slide.. IF We Don't Ever Fall , and try our best to get our self out of the Hole , we'll never learn .. Just like what people commonly said , If u Pokai, Climb Back up urself ! Thats what makes me stronger ..
Another year of Birth for me .. I Really need to use my time wisely.. i really need to Grow Up as what Carol said to me today haha .. ! I Really need to achive what things that i commited.. A Year that never fails and like this 7 months and 19 days ! A New Life , A New Growth , A New Of Me ..
Actually there's alot of things that people advised me , like Not thinking too much , not thinking of negative ways and so on ! Well .. I Really need to do it ! To reduce my emoness haha ...
This 7 months and 19 Days .. Wow la .. i really blind.. i really dont even know what i'm doing.. Really Really.. I Need To Open My Eye BIG BIG WIDE WIDE .. ! And realise and know WHAT i'm doing all the time !
Stop Blaming People ! Is My Own Fault ! And I Need TO Face IT ! And I Need To Change IT !
God Ar God ! I Wishes This , For The Day I Gonna Steps On ! No MORE Coinsidence !
a.) I Wanna Be With You And Serve U The Best , Always !
b.) I Wants My Family , To Be Wealth , Healthy , And Happy ..
c.) I Wants My Friends , To Always BE Happy .. And Be Together..
d.) I Will Forget The Pass .. Forgive , Forget And Face The Facts !
e.) I Pray That For My Bro will Always Stressless , Happy ! Care ME MORE HAHAHAHA .. And All The Blessing On Him ! As He Is Always My Bro .. ! A Gift From You !
f.) My Server Will Runs Well ! And Be Success !
g.) Grow Up, Kenneth !
h.) No More HeartBreaks , Take Away My Sickness , And Make Me Healthy And Wisdomed !
i .) NO MORE EMO -.- LOL
etc etc etc -.- .. i'll wish for it later lol

THANK YOU ALL MY FRIENDS =D ! IT'S A PLEASURE FOR ME TO KNOWING ALL OF U ! I Will Always Treasure This Friendship .. No Matter What ! Thanks For all the wishes =) .. i will never think that i'm alone again ! Because i have u all ,I Have My BroS , and The Most My Best Friend In Heaven =D !
Love All Of You !!

19th July 2009 - What a Day !

Look Out Point ? Well ! Is Was A Memorable Place For Me Always ! Haha .. Thank You All My Friends.. My Brothers And Sisters ! Thank You Thank You .. I Really Enjoyed The Night ! Well.. Sorry Also cause I Didn't really smile and talked much = =.. and giving some shit face .. -.- .. i'm kinda sick today .. Sorry ! But I'm Laughing / Smiling Brightly In My Heart heh !

Well .. IT was really a surprised.. actually i know Janice ar Ying ar they all will celebrate with me .. but then didn't expected that This Lying BRO .. That i really trust him won't come -.- .. i hate u Isaac kor .. And This B.Ken .. Also Lie Me ! PIF .. THIS PEY XG AND GOLD PIG .. Didn't Even say they came .. = = .. But my heart melted haa .. i really wanna cry after thinking back now .. lol .. i really miss "Justnow" =( ..

Heh .. Thanks Janice,Joyce,Vir,Gam,Ying,Edd,Bay,Shui,Lei,My Bro,Pey,Zintz,B.Ken and XG ! :) For Celebrating For Me ! heh ... Muackz All !

Hence ! Thanks For My Family that brought me for a Lunch as my Birthday Gift haha ..! =P

Hungry ?! U Can't Eat ! There's Still People Haven't Come Yet !What You Looking At ? Btw Is Very Natural Look HAHAHA ..!

Nice View Of KL ?Hi Vir ! hahahah..MY MASTER PEACEE ! Happy Face Lamb Chop ! Thats Me?!

Finally They're Here! Theres My Gold Pig ! Thank You For The Cake , From Janice And Vir And Joyce =)..Finish Eating Everything !

Thank You For The Shirt! Is Really Nice ! Friendship Forever ! From : B.Ken , Pey , Gold Pig , XG and Isaac =D..

Thank You For This Wonderful Beg ! I Really Love It ! From : Ying , Gam , Edd , Bay and Lei =D ..

I Really Really Thank You .. It Was a perfect and happy advanced celebration of birthday for me heh... Well There's people asked me what i wished justnow ? And why so fast like didn't wish for anything haha..

Well For Today Night Wish .. :-

I Just Wished For All These Friends Will Stay Happy And Be Together .. !

17th July 2009

AA.. Today .. Is Our Prefect's Day ! Tradisional , We Get Punished ( BULLY ) As Gift Of Senior To US .. OMG .. PUSH UP TILL THE FLOOR LIKE RAINED JUSTNOW = =...My Hand gonna break soon = =..Everyone Should Be Happy .. Cause Junior Can > Senior and Wear New Uniform .. BUT .. IS OPPOSITE .. VERY SAD .. Well .. Me And My Friend Bought Some Sovenier For Seniors.. Then As Tradisional Last Section Sure Is Tear Section -.- No la actually is Senior's Last Command And Congratz.. As Usual la.. Everyone Cried -.- .. All Hung Wei And Ms.Burget's Fault.. Haihz I Think i will miss everyone of them ..?
Not Just Because of That Sad .. Don't know la today like very fan = =..fan my server.. Don't know lo like 1 person at home.. very sian .. then will think = = .. i really miss u man bro..
Don't know what to say..
Will Post Photo about today once i got =D ...
Server Will Open End Of Month .. I Really Apologize And Sorry For My Delay ..
hmm.. 3 more days will be old 1 more year..

16th July 2009

Looking Forward !
AAAAA .. Tomorrow Is The Day ! You Have Made ! -.-.. Is Perlantikan ! AAAA ... Bought SO SO SO MANY THINGS TODAY.. AND SO SO SO SO BROKE ALREADY LOL ... my wallet is totally totally EMPTY - -...
Today ! SCREWED NOOB STREAMYX Again .. But i think still dont have effect bah ! Assuming Main Launch Is End Of Month ! Stay Tune ! REALLY SORRY FOR SOOOO LONG DELAY .. I'm Desperate too -.- ...
I Think i need to get sleep now as is already 11 and i went out for the whole day today - -.. from 6 oclock ... And tomorrow need wake early = =.. AAA ...
GOOD NIGHT ALL ...

15th July 2009

Aaaaa... Gonna be 1 year older after 5 days .. @_@ !!! Well Still Waiting for the stupid connection = =... just screw the streamyx today lol..
Well i got my Prefect Coat today.. 1 More Day to Graduation ? hmm... Tomorrow Going To Leisure Mall After School With Prefect Mates to get new clothes and shoes hahaha...
Blog is getting dull = =! i really need go out more for some intrested post ..

14th July 2009

Wooh.. Tired And Exhausted Day.. Today Punished Bumping Till Bleed In School = =...Haihz.. 2More Days.. ! Well Currently Waiting For A New Connection Line Before Launch My Server ! =D ! Sorry Guys For Keep Waiting .. Will BE done by this month.. PromisE !

13th July 2009

(Editted)
Let's See And Wait Wednesday..

12th July 2009

Woohoo ! Is Sunday ! haha .. As Usual Went to church =D ... And Lunch.. Nothing Special lol.. Came Home then Maple Maple -.- ... mm .. NEW SERVER NEW COMP NEW CONNECTION HERE I COME =D ...!
Say Hi To TransquilityRO !
-Back To Study / Maple ._.-

July 11th 2009

Well ! Today we Had a Primary School Mates Gathering ~ Sadly that not the whole class came but of course still theres some close friends came =) .. Well my RM10 been conned btw -.- ! Went to Times Square lo~ And Have Our Drink , Chat and Lunch at GasOline LoL .. And Then Walk Walk~ Then Some of them followed me to Church~ Hah.. Poor Thing that i put God 1st La =P ! So They can't pull me off or stay me =P !
Well , also i got emo today -.- , that caused from my family = = ... Haihz luckily i get well so fast from emo today =P no more PMS dude ! If Not i really can't play drum man -.- !
> Guess Which My Teacher =P ?
Family Photo~

Bryan And Sau Yin ~

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Today Ice Break .. Really Reflects and made Me Thinking Of Having A Real Partner anot LOL ...

Well .. Today Lesson was SEX ! X_X ... I Think everyone get intrested and excited ? haha..

My Master Piece :X !

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About My Server I'm Rushing le ! Sorry Guys For Keep Delaying and Keep everyone waiting !

SOWEE =P !

10th July 2009

:X ! Today ponteng school again ! =P ! Well since after exam and so tired.. i think might as well at home take some rest and go relax the brain @_@ !
Went to the ban mee with Nicholas Stephenie and Macus today =D .. well its average la .. and the place is totally hard to find man ! Because the Sign Board ~!! Is actually .. Doesn't even have a Sign Board-.- ( Lead By Chui Leng's Program )
After that went to some places to meet Nicholas's old friends.. and also Malaysian number 2 golden brain lol ~ well he really invented alot of things man ! and i tio white rat trying the facial bar -.- ! well i went home and get sensitive 0,0..
As Usual lol.. After back to home then sleep =P .. and maple again! Well Tomorrow Server will be working on Probably ! =P !
Wanted to chiong Maple lvl70 ~ due to tiredness -.- .. suan le bah tomorrow la =.= ! stucked at lvl68 lol!
TOMORROW IS PRIMARY MATES GATHERING HAHA .. and im broke - -! Aaargh ..
It was surprisingly that Isaac Kor called me today for a CHAT lol.. Really touched for a moment:P...
P/S : Hey DaBian ~! Dont Think So much ya ! Stay Positive ! Be Happy Smile Always ! Take Care :D

08 July 2009

Weather : HOT ! HOT ! HOT !
Status : Currently Still Happy =D
Time Passed really fast = =.. 1 More Week to Perlantikan o.O ~~ Well.. Need to do well for my these days before i graduate @_@ .. JYJY Everyone =D...
Good Luck Big Boobs Ken Kor Exam =D ...
Pray That My Bro And Mun Always Be Safe :)...
BTW .. Streamyx is still sucks ~~
Woohoo .. 2 More Days to Choose New Comp and make the new connection wahahaha ! NO MORE LAG TRAFFIC ! I Have No Jam Phobia But Lag Phobia -.-!
12 More Days To Go I'll Be Old Le.. =( ! Count Down Server ~ ( DONT DARE EH .. LATER NEED ANOTHER DONNO HOW MANY DAY = =! Well i'll promise is within this week since everything has settled =D ! ) Remember help me recruit many many ppl =)
Yawnn! Sleepy !
MAPLE TOMORROW ! AGAIN ! LVL 70 HERE I COME =D !
Ohh Nooo ! NS Tomorrow ! Hope No Mosquito.. Especially Alien Bugs !
Good Night All zZZzzzzZ

07 July 2009

Haihz.. I Really feddup of the stupid lagness.. Streamyx really sucks man ! Well.. nothing special lo today.. Exam Exam Exam this week sia = = ! Really exhausted and tired = = ..
Well Bro.. since u want like this.. i also can't control mah =).. i now only know that i won't care so much just to save my self from dissapointment..
Haihz ! New Comp And New Connection Plans Here i COME ! New Server Here I Come ! Birthday Here I COME !! =D

06 July 2009 Out Of Tears

Waaaooohhhh .. Today Measure Prefect's Coat =D ! Heeehheee =D ! Days That Refresh and Total out of tears is really cool and relax =D ! Well.. Let the day Continue .. Currently Crazy Mapling although now is Exam Period LOL ... And also choosing specs for getting my self a new comp =D and Server count down for 4 DAYS ! ( Hope So >.< ) ...
2 Years and 14 Days More To Go FOR ME TO DRIVE WAHAHAHHAH !! BTW ~ Did u all get ready present for me =D ?

05 July 2009

WOW .. Such a Refresh Day For Me ! =D .. no Worries Guys i'm out of EMO hahaha lalalala =P.. Sorry and Thank You for worrying me and also tried ur best to make me smile haha..Really another person today.. feel soo relax and no more heavy bags that im carrying =D ..!
Well .. Fasting Really works ! Part of my Fasting is actually prayed for guide for serving God .. and today at Church i really know that HE is guiding me because i just feel that theres ppl holding my hand and teach me.. Although i still make some mistakes and flying all the lyrics at the last song =P... And i know.. the other 2 things that i requested will succeed.. Really happy that God answered.. =D!
Thank You Janice and Joyce that sacrifice time for taking my emo away too yesterday =D .. Yes.. i really woke up from the High Expectation for all people.. I'm a person which seeks for Everything Perfect.. And i expect everything very high..Here's the punishment that really hurts and made me changed.. =D.. Don't Expect too Greatly that Will Gave a HIGHER Dissapointment..
I Really awake from the most of things now i think.. well.. thank God that open it from the blindness.. =D..
Hope my EMO will gone and never comes back.. and just like the Ken LAST time quiet but happy =D.. Is really time for me to keep my self abit silent already haha...
And Also realise that.. Not only 1 person that really cares me.. i really need to Open my eye BIG BIG O_O~~.. That actually .. there's so so so many ppl that really cares about me.. just that i don't bother and dont care.. haha.. Thank You Guys ! Love Ya all MUACKZ! =P
I'll Try my best to change myself.. and come out from the darkness..
Conclusion : - The more EMO i be, the more HAPPY the Devil =D ..
Thank You Susana And Nicholas and other Youth that keeps me in the Prayer.. =D .. really thank you hehe..
Well. . . HERE SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN FOR A WEEK ! And is Exam Week -_- @ T_T ..
For all RO Friends ! Let's Count Down For The Day That The Server IS UP ! Sorry For Keep Everyone Waiting so Patiently ! I'll Promise this Server ! Will always Tried His Best To Upkeep and Excite You !
OOHHH HAPPY DAY !

Is Not Easy For Me..

Another Year..Another Month..Another Week..Another Day..Another Hour..
That i am blind for everything im doing..How I Wonder God.. u will just take away all the coat of burden,sick,emo,depress etc etc from me.. just cut these coat into pieces and throw into the fire to burn off.. and will never come back..
Yes.. Is Back.. For those who knows whats happen..Again i'm doing so blur..that i don't even know what im doing sometimes.. and i dont even know what i speak out.. And used Blog to express it.. and keep it to myself.. Who could i share to now..? since i know that.. he is Enough already.. and not going to care me peharps? Thank You all the days u gave me bro.. i'll appreciate it.. And promise that what we have promised..
I'm really sick of the days im going on.. is worthless and useless..
What can i do..
How Can I Face..
I'm Tired..
I'm Speechless..
I'm Useless..
Kenneth You gonna be strong..
but why now u doesn't have these thought already..
Because u already rely too much to ur bro ..?
i donno what to do...
stop my tears dropping lord..
a gift that u gave and now u wanna take back..
can't u just give me enjoy a little while more...
I'm full of needle in my hearts..
And Is Time for me to keep myself silent for a moment...

04 July 2009

Oops.. Computer K.O 2 days ago.. sorry ah no update blog.. Well.. School had A Carnival Today.. I think is obviously worse than last year.. and i think there's alot of ppl Miss En.Ismail's Roti John Stall.. haha thats include me.. it was incredibly nice =P... well i miss him too..
Here's some photo of my classmate.. Noob Christina donno take photo.. call him take the enviroment she got take all the people zzz...
Our Form Teacher , Pn.Rosmini aka Loh Mai Gai

01 July 2009

1st day of July, and i get boom for several times by who? Of Course everyone knows by my mom.Sometimes i really want her to know what kind of person i am and what i want. So what if i told her, she will always think that she is right and i'm always wrong, and don't take some of my words in her heart.. Really speechless and dulan and emo sometimes, especially when i enough emo she still bi bi bla bla bi bi bo bo , WALAO is really frastrated and annoying man!
I'm a person that really loves Games and Freedom, and no body can force me if i don't have a heart or mean to do it.Yes, i know my study is average only..But what u expect me to do is, This year PMR , U CAN'T ON9 FOR THE WHOLE YEAR. I was like WTF? Is Just PMR, i wonder how will it be when SPM.. Well, u guys know that i won't even listen.. and the way she advise is always Shouting at me and Talk Loud, i really hate it u know? I edi planned for how to study, and when i wan to study, i will go. U don't need everyday mumbling me.. the more u mumble me, the more i won't do it=).
Why do i play games?
There's so many benefit for me playing games, although that is much more Negative Reaction for me.1 Of the reason that my English is good is because of Internets and Games, i was a bad english speaker last time.. i learned alot of when communicating with people and also doing my work or surf.And i really really likes games - -.. i have no idea why.. whenever i quit a Game, i will automatically find another game lol.. no matter is old or latest 1 haha.. I really enjoyed alot. The most important is, because i have nothing to do and no 1 to talk with.. and i found and met alot alot of new friends, good friends and encouragement friends.. Thank God everyone is Good =).. that doesn't like "lala". They really brighten up my eyes since the day i played RO. They always give me advise and encouragement that really helps me...Though all of them is bigger than me quite alot of a little .. but Really thank you all my Online Friends...Without u all i'm really no idea how boring is my life is...
Well no offences.. Churchmates do give me alot of advise and encouragement to me too.. is was great after being a Christian that i will never feel Alone or Abondanced when i were with them together..
God has give me a Great Life.. and i really want to Treasure this moment.. i really hope my mom understands me.. Because i really have no body to communicate or do.. And don't really expect me reading books or doing revision 24/7.. i will do if i wanted to, and i know i will score a at least all A1 result out =)...sometimes i take ur advise but sometimes i don't.. and i really feel i have no more privacy..

Another day in school that really bored up .. = = ! Wa.. i didn't know that my teacher read my blog omg.. -.- ! Hah..