30th January 2010

hahahaha ! It was really a fun fun fun day ! Went for a waterfall outings today with youthmates and also my friends ! met a few new friends . But It was totally a day of joy !
all Photos are now at my facebook ~ well , i donno how to say anything other than fun , and exhausted total now D: ! i need rest mannnnnnnnnnnn

28 January 2010

It was a great and fun day ! Because I Poteng Today ! Muahahaha .. Finally get a breath just for a 17 Hours ! but its great though D: if not i'll be staying at school for the whole morning > evening =D! Sorry a Teacher if u see this Post hahahahahhaa !

It was another great NS Camp today ! They learnt how to pray and communicate with God ! Prayed for some of them , and talked with them as God calls me to. And yea, I'm glad that i can hear and exact to their points. Thank God :) My Faith is rise again :D.
But somethings happened today :( .. Rebecca is once back to the old sickness. Argh.. Hopefully she's alright now :D ..

It doesn't just brings me to teach people, and also i learnt more about Him.

Is always a great time having fun with them. And time just passed very fast during the process of praising and worshiping the Lord. Really enjoyed everytime i went for this NS. When there's actions, there's a will. When there's a will, there's a door opened and brings u to a higher level of everything.
Now I should overcome every emotional, though is getting worse and worse everytime i had overcome. But i believe 1 day. There will be a total breakthrough. There's where the Fire for Christ begins.
Do Things With Actions. Dont Just Talk. But With Actions.

P/S : To Youthmates. Do Pray Hard For This Coming Saturday's Outing ( Waterfall ). Pray that there will be a nice cooling weather =D and not raining ! Believe and stay faithful ! And there, your prayer is granted !

Missing You Jerrica :(

27 January 2010

My Whole Body Is Cramp after Yesterday's Sukan-tara . I'm like putus kaki already, can't move up and down without my hand's help D: = =... hopefully not going to school tomorrow .. im sick larrrrr .. at last i can have 1 day rest tml muahahahahaha :D
There's HomeWork EVERYDAY .. goodness .. -.-...

Waterfall this saturday :D:D:D Excited but i haven't ready all the food drinks those.. oops... too busy laa :( ..

Finally i'll have photos to upload after so many century of words post only D: !

I'm Missing You Jerrica :( !

26th January 2010

Totally Lifeless and Really No Time..
I Need A Break From These Stupid Homework and Studies !
Form 4 is the suckest Among the Most !
Goodness ! Everyday Do Homework untill 2 oclock also cannot sleep .. zzzzz Why this year all the teachers so hardworking 1 ? Lazy Abit Larrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I Feel like i dont have enough time to use ! I Need 72 Hour A Day ! ROAR !!
After finishing up all my homework = Another day
Sigh , i have no any special things to do other than study and , study = =..
Going back to do my homework :(
Catch Me Up Tomorrow !
Ciaozzzzz !
Good Night !
* Stress *

21st January 2010

It was another busy day for me .. Never had a good rest in this whole month.. well i guess today i gonna sleep early and have enough concentration for tomorrow > . < .. homework haven't finish ar... eye already fishing d -_- ...

Saturday still got school .. seriously wtf man ! I wanted to learn so many things, but now i have no time .. every second for me is so precious - - ... i only have like a little time to online if my homework are less on that day >< ...

Well .. Need to go sleep !

O yea ! Check out my FaceBook Profile ! WaterFall Outings ! Intrested? Comeeeeeeee ! View My Profile and into the waterfall topic link for more details ! or u can ask me :D

*Still Missing You :(*

20th January 2010

Is 20th ! 6 more months to undang ! - Sigh -

Throughout this 2 weeks and soon ending this 3rd week of the year . I found out that I'm really lifeless - A Different Kind of Lifeless this year. Studies Life.Less D: .. I really have no time for myself other than just study , homework , tuition and bla bla bla doing the same thing. What's The Choice ? Form4 is just the fundation D: .. so is like , u no choice ? -.-

Chatted with "someone" :D .. ! <3<3<3<3 !! I'm Still Damn Missing You :( ...

Went for a Heart Checkup today . Waited for 6 HOURS .. wtfx -.- .. Wasted all my time, energy and effort D: .. No worries that i'm pretty fine ! Reported Out that my heart is totally strong ! XD !

I Need Gym ! I Need Gym ! ROAR

Good Night Everyone !

19th January 2010

I Really Really Miss You .. Without you here.. There's always a feeling of *Something Is Missing*

It's a busy busy day .. and also a sad sad day :( .. Stress Off as Really Overloaded with Homeworks.. I guess this year all the teacher are crazy ? Because my Facebook all spammed Anti Homeworks and all post that regarded to School lol .. Hyperly Stress >.< ... !

No worries.. Doing Great here .. Though haven't totally finished up , really no time as i'm only free after 10 oclock , before that tuition , tuition , tuition == .. !

Better go sleep now .. tomorrow need wake at 6 .. Sigh.... What a Life = =

18th January 2010

Maybe it's really gonna be a painful scene for both of us.. Our relationship is just like mountains that goes up and down.. within 4 Years.. both of us have grown .. and I'm happy for what u have grown spiritually and mentally for this 2 years.. that I know I never made a wrong decision previously..

Is 18th.. And u're gonna leave 3 years.. And only comes back during Christmas.. It was the most painful relationship I ever had in my life .. and also for such a long period.. I've never felt like this.. Never before..

Sacred Pieces Broke.. Pieces Into Pieces.. I will fix it back .. and reform the shape. . and the last piece.. will be slotted by you ..

Is like so happy during this 1 months + .. for a real us.. But Is really short.. I really hope that the time will stop there.. U've gave me happy moments during this short period.. and I need to wait for it .. to have this most happy moments back again..

Before you wants to hang up my call .. I really don't know what to say .. And I really have so many things to say .. Why am I Such a Coward ... ? I'll Miss You.. Just Like Never Before.. Like A Mad Cow Bull that gonna Dash into Walls.

Sorry For All The Things i had done , that made you dissapointed and unhappy. And Thank you.. for accepting me, and all my decisions i made.. and let me to be the 1 to makes you feel secure and happy :) ...

I'll promise the things u've said. As Same that u must too =) ...

Hope that .. i will take a short time, to recover this.. and still we will be together.. no matter how far we're at..

It's time to pack your bag and start your journey again Ken.. Study Smart and Hard.. And Study At "Somewhere".

14 & 15th January 2010

Awwwwwwwwwwww... I just shut down my computer though my mind keep thinking to blog = =.. Is super duper tired man... ROAR .. it was a wonderful Thursday yesterday i had.. I'm getting more likeish to NS camp Alpha Program xD ! it's really fun and learnt alot of things everytime. Not just helping myself and also for them too ! Though i'm tired the whole day , but yet i will never forget to go for that !

Well .. it was Friday today and im so damn happy that i finally will have a 2 days free minded break -_- ... well .. not really as 4 more days i'm gonna o.M.g.. roar... I think i betta go take bath and rest ! will be blogging tonight again since nothing much happen yet xD !

God created a Life for me and for everyone. With A Purpose ! :D

13 January 2010

Just finished ALL my THINGS.. and this is my only 5minutes privileges to blog and go to sleep.. I'm really really exhausted..
Did u ever feel that u would be stress untill wanna cry ? I do.. i really do.. i regret not studying well in the previous years :( ... I'm so pressured and Stressed , all my classmates is like omg == ( as in Malay subjects such as Sejarah , B.M ) even in tuition, all is those smart smart 1 = =.. Goodness.. Today learnt to write Form 4 essays, i can stun there with my pen and really don't know how to do starter..

Rushed home cause there's so many billions works to do.. well 1stly i done my quiet time =) God is so Great ! Matthew 7 : 33 " But Seek First the Kingdom Of God and His Righteuosness , And all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow , for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. "

Gosh, God ah God u really need to bless me with wisdom and intelligent >< !
Tomorrow is a Better Day ! Think i'm gonna be busy for the entire whole year .. well.. good luck to me.. ? please please Kenneth Lee don't emo again please = = Stress till emo .. T_T ...

12 January 2010

My Life is gettin more meaningLESS , i'm repeating the things i do over and over again everyday .

Wake Up
Bath
Change
Meeting
Duty
School
Study
Recess
Duty
Eat
Back to Class
Study
After School
Give Signature To Junior
Either Stay Back If There's Extra Class Of Practice Else Go Home
Home Already
Bath
Sleep
Tuition
Dinner
Tuition
Bungkus Supper
Back To Home
Eat Supper
Pack My Bag
Online To Check HomeWorks
Facebook Awhile
Do my Works
Study
Bible
Quiet Time
Call My Love 1
Sleep

Wake Up
Bath
Change
Meeting
Duty
School
Study
Recess
Duty
Eat
Back to Class
Study
After School
Give Signature To Junior
Either Stay Back If There's Extra Class Of Practice Else Go Home
Home Already
Bath
Sleep
Tuition
Dinner
Tuition
Bungkus Supper
Back To Home
Eat Supper
Pack My Bag
Online To Check HomeWorks
Facebook Awhile
Do my Works
Study
Bible
Quiet Time
Call My Love 1
Sleep

x=(Everyday)

ISN'T THAT BORING? COME'ON PLEASE GIVE ME SOME DAYS THAT IS MORE DIFFERENT ? GOSH IM SICK MAN ! TIRED STRESS PRESSURE HEADACHE ETC ZZZ..

My life is just the same in the LifeGame. Doing the same thing over and over. Is this what we live for? Is This what I live for ?

Seriously - -.. when will this stop? please dont tell me i'll be doing this till i graduate from high school, is just like a torture = =..

Sigh.... And I have so many things to think, Think Think Think. WTF WITH ME ... Problems are Everywhere now.. Not just family.. not just relationship.. not just school .. not just God.. there's like .. billions of things.. Help me God..

Two Is Better Than One by Taylor Swift and Boys Like Girls

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving
And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
Yeah, yeahI remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than oneTwo is better than one

11 January 2010

It's been a long working and study day man ! Were in the school for 12 hours fully ! Anti House Practice lol .. I just found out that by the age growth , ppl will get more inactive in sports .. >< .. i mean those who dont like sports lar.. hahahax..

It's really a busy busy day for me everyday. Every Second now for me is so precious.. think that i'm going to read and do my quiet time soon before i sleep. well though im sleepy haha..

Guess i need to get to bed.. O God.. Please make my day more intresting :) .

Things that come, will always go.
Never Flew.Never Knows.
Precious Thing. Needed To Be Treasure.
Once gone. There's No More Own..

10 January 2010

Phewww.... finally i get a free time to blog and do my free things :D .. had a great and exhuasted and busy and emotional and bad and moody and moreeeeeeeeeee emotional this week.

Guess i'm really begin to studying well and hard hahax. but no matter what busy, i guess i wont leave God and the Works too :D.. well.. heard of those burnt church which is 2 of my friend's church. Though not really critical, but i really doubt of those Cousin's Atittudes.. but nevermind :) God Still Loves you. God Still Loves Them.

Is 10th .. 9 days more.. I really will gonna be crazy up .. I'm already lost now, i'm scare now.. why everytime need to be the same way..

Recently talked to someone which God asked me to talk to. And he is the 1. Bro.. hang on to God's Word :) .. anything just tell me okay? phone is 24/7 on xD ..

Better Do my quiet time now and go to sleep. Nothing to say now. mind BLANK lol. alright night all ! Catchup on me tomorrow again ! tataz !

08 January 2010

Wooooooooooo ! What A Day.. I'm Highly Exhausted The Whole Day Long.. Depress Mood , Emo Mood , Tired Mood , Stress Mood , Happy Mood and more Rojak together.. Gosh.. @_@ ...

Went to NS for the Youth Alpha thingy, had a really really great time with all of them ! Cause of this is the 1st week for the Religion class, so teaching will be off ! and is ALL ABOUT GAMES today ! Wooooohhhh !

Sigh after come back , guess i need to continue all the work. Is Alot,Alot.. Alot ! Better Finish Up Now and Get To Bed for Rest :D !

05 January 2010

It was school re-open yesterday. And an additional of today, I really wanna request : Can I Suicide ? Is such a difficult thing for someone that can't study that great to enter a Science class. I really really need to work 10 times harder than the others.. Arghhh.. It's really a very very stressful days i had .. and i think this year will be a worse emotional year for me = =.. sigh.. or is this just the beginning ? or is because of i haven't get use to the environment ?

Additionally, I Don't know what the fuck is my mom's problem? Talk then talk , need to shout at me ? Seriously im already so freaking tired and pissed off after school. She just can't see my effort. I really wants her to go my Aunty's Place to stay. That both we have benefits. 1st I'll get a peaceful place and no need come back home also so stress and pissed off, that i can relax myself and also rest myself up. 2nd, there's no point that she is SO SICK . and still shouting here and there. so in the end. i'll just shout back and sabo her. she go my aunt's place , have a place to eat sleep and rest recover peacefully.

Thank God u tell me that no need take Chemistry. Well , you put the class at Thursday night, which i asked if i should take, u would just place open the class A in Tuesday. :)

To Avoid anything, In Case of Emergency. Please, Dont Try Me These Days. I'll just Burst if I can't endure it.

03 January 2009

Is the 1st Sunday of the Year ! And The Last Day of my HOLIDAY .. NOOOOOOOOOOO ... Well .. need to back to school tomorrow. So ! Is Gonna Be A Crazy Day ! InDEED ! Is My Crazy Day. Fully Occupied All The Emotional :D ..

Well .. Organized A Youth Fellowship Hang Out After the service in Sunway Pyramid today. Hopefully there's so many ppl FFK . That I can still manage lol .. well it was a total of 19 of us. And we really hardly to find seats for Eat, Drink or also Movies. Everyone crowded in the Arcade due to the time of lackness after movie. Because is so late that 1 of the plan ' Ice-Skating ' were not able to bring out. Well yet we still have a lot of fun ! It was a average Organize Status for me. Well .. did handle around 30 over ppl before lol .. but because of the early comfirmation, i think is alot alot better !

No Worries guys, im not EMO .. im just very exhausted haha.. seriously.. im typing and falling asleep , (fishing) . Well.. did busy the whole day .. and also enjoyed myself for a moment :) , is always a pleasure and hanging with u guys is the greatess time ever !

Though i had, Emotional Breakdown for a moment lol, dissapointed, stress, confused, irriatated and so much more. But yet, is really really a fun day and a memorable day !

I Hope everyone had fun, and sorry if any of my organizing didn't went well. Pray that all the Forms and Standards that starts school tomorrow, will be blessed and also good luck to all ! and those who gonna be busy for the entire year again. Add Oil and God Bless too !

Argh.. is gonna be another busy year !

2nd January 2009

-Editted-
Happy :")

1st January 2010

HELLO MY DEAREST 01 DAY AND 2010 YEAR ! Well do nothing today lol slept the whole day due to the late night sleep ytd >< ! And so much things had to be done ! O NO .. I NEED TO BUY SHIRTS FOR SCHOOL .. BALD MY HAIR .. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ... ! Good Night All .. Once Again Happy New Year all !

31st December 2009

Again .. It came to the year end again.. Time really passed so fast.. and is time again, to say good bye to 2009 .. and say hello to 2010..

Each year, things been changed. Surrounding been impacted.. Economy been Stomped.. So many things.. that we know.. and we see.. is becoming more blind and in a mist of darkness soon..

Well, went for a celebration with Gideon , Sandra . And also communicated alot of new friends ! again im the youngest among all lol -.-.. So What ! I Still had a very fun and memorable year end celebration again. Infront of a TV ! Hahahahax .

Is 1st of January , 01.01.2010.. Is time to get rid of these past , forget, and forgive. 2010 is a new year. A year that gonna face more challenge and difficulties.. But i want to Grow more.. In God.. In Spiritually , Mentally and Lastly Physically. Kenneth , You're 16 Now .. No Longer 15... Grow Up More !

I Really Hope , this year gonna brings me full of joy and also can breakthrough all the challenge. Thank You everyone that i met and say good bye in 2009 .. Thank You for all the care u all gave me .. Is a really though year in 2009 .. and i know.. 2010 is gonna be a thougher year for me..
Get Ready ! To Battle These ! Wish Everyone Happy New Year !


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