14th June 2009

It's real fast of time passing off.. another day to School Re-Open.. and yet my works and studies haven't get prepare yet .. Another EMO month will be started.. Sorry Churchmates that i give u that emo today.. i really have a reason why i dont wanna involve any activities on Parent's Day yet.. it maybe a happy celebration for u guys .. but for me is real different.. i'll be mad and sad..

My Drum is getting Sucks.. really seriously.. what happened to me.. i've been questioning my self for so long.. i haven't get an answer yet .. God .. u gave me this challenge.. and it is too heavy.. u said to me .. Is a Challenge for me.. and now i really wanna say that im tired.. i'm really can't take this anymore.. i wanna have a break.. just a short while.. 1 or 2 days.. Please..

To Someone..
I Tried my best to care for u.. and i remember what u told me the same thing that u happened now.. WHY .. i'm i really that bad for u ? why u dont tell me the truth? I admit.. i dont care u much.. not 24/7 .. Because i'm busy doing my works and server stuff.. Can't u just give me some break.. i'm really tired.. we both sides were stubborn.. we don't care what the opposite side doing .. but just want the aim..Can we stop being that stubborn? I really wonder.. can we really work out ? or we just end now and become friends..? Let's give us both a time alone .. to think where we wrong and where we should work out .. Uhh.. i really thinking everything so silly man..

My Life is getting bored.. getting more complicated.. Some people u just must understand me.. i'm not a ppl that easy to communicate u know.. theres so many friends i know in and out.. but usually People that Out is Greatly more than In.. Or I'm Wrong .. ?

And Today onwards i'll have another extra blog for those that i know and i really wanna share too .. is a private blog.. so if u are not in the list.. u can try request me for it.. I'll depends u are who i only will approve .. this blog is just private.. what things in thr keeps thr..