.. Well .. Had A Fight At school today with some Malay dudes. Kena punch at the back of my head , feel fainted for short while = =..
Recently.. really feel kinda no mood , stress , tired .. and there's just like popping up in a sudden while i'm nothing to do such as lying on the bed .. i'll start think and feel more emo and more emo.. Sometimes i really need some1 to talk to .. and i called and no answer.. i will think more = =.. well.. is all me .. just let me settle myself will do peharps?
Really think that im more far away from him.. gonna can't see him.. everytime i called him up , he will give me dissapointment and depress each and everytime ... maybe as Jan said to me.. i really put him as a Higher Place Ranking in my heart? I Thought for awhile .. yea now i really realise.. he is important to me.. but i really wanna stop caring and think that much as it will hurt me more .. i really hope he will be abit of what i expected.. i just know that now, i really don't know who he is.. do he really care about me?
Yet .. i think my server need to rush .. Thanks to the lazy streamyx technician that won't come help me do the new line .. that this stupid old line / port got problem.. that i will oftenly get Dc-ed..
Tomorrow is Exam.. Maybe i need start study by Saturday after i launch my server ? Well tml is Chinese paper only.. no harm i think..?
Haha.. i really think i need to get a new Life man.. C'mon dude..
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