Wednesday, February 5, 2014

I don't know what to do..

Happy Chinese New Year ! Greetings to everyone :) I bet everyone's still having the CNY Holiday Mood. But it's long gone for me :( !
Bad starting for my year I guess.. Much things didn't actually went well.. and now it's my mom again. From able to walk, and now she's not able to due to a few fall, and I'm really afraid is her head got knocked, that she's having really bad reaction and won't able to control her mind well.. Else is just the Shunt that needs to be adjusted or overflowed with liquids..
I don't know why, I just have a really bad feeling.. and keeps me expecting something bad will happen soon.. Hopefully I'm just wrong.. Bringing my mom check up real soon as appointment needs to be made few days.. I just pray and hope that She'll be all fine..
It's sad to see her giving up on herself previously, and start to just rely everything on us ( family ). But it's even sad, that me, as a son could not do anything.. If I have the chance to just exchange my life span and for her health, I just will..

Let's just hope she'll be fine, and I'm just expecting something blindly to be wrong..

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