Days are getting "better" being busy are now common and being late sleep because of Homework is becoming more as usual now. Was pretty free today, and think of a lot nonsence again.
Think just get worse when i thought of u. Tears that cannot be express by words and heart. I really do, agreed.. i just feel im piece of shits whenever i do thinks. I can even forget about going church and on duty while doing my assignments.. everyday, things just get worse, and worse.
I have no more time for myself, just LIFELESS. Totally LIFELESS.
I really don't wish to be emo now, and i'm blogging about emo lesser and lesser, this means, my emoness is better i guess. Or i'm just too busy?
i really don't know what to type, just stun and keep thinking lots of things. Where's my life, Where's the freedom i have now. I really want something good to happen and make my blog cheerful.
I'm just a dead working and study person now.
Where's the people i could talk to .. i just scroll around my msn, my phone, to find someone to share with and talk to.. and i just couldn't find.. anyone willing offer ur ear to me ? haha.. i'm tired of everything. if there's a way to die fast without a pain. i'll just do it..
really hates my life and myself.
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