Today , when i was sleeping , around 1:05 Nicholas gave me a call and ask see i want go Badminton anot .. Actually i don't want de .. haiz suan le .. Go lo.. when i wake up , i feel like .. very sad .. and don't know why .. not feeling like talk , very tired , eat or doing things .. just wanna lie on the bed .. I Took a bath when i having this situation because i tot maybe i just wake up la .. no concentration or what .. but im wrong -.- .. came out of bath .. is still the same .
Nicholas came and fetch me to the Badminton Court , reach there le .. i donnoe why -.- dont feel like playing lo .. P/S : i'm not tired or what .. just feel wrong . And actually i know im very awakening.. play play awhile .. i was like so fastrated .. so i sit aside see them play lo .. cause really don't know .. very moody .. emo ~~~ when i sit aside .. i keep feel cold .. and i feel very sad again .. and i don't know why . I just know that , Tonight .. Or Later .. Something Bad or Terrible will happen ..
Yet , we finished the badminton games , i went back home and took a bath .. and i keep hear that my phone is ringing , messsages . When i came out , Theres Several Message from my Little God Sis , Which same age with me .. And i know .. this is what a terrible thing i felt ..
The Message Said :
Ken Kor , I'm leaving Malaysia and going to Singapore study . And i'm no longer will keep contact with u , i will change everything u know from me , even my Phone .. It been a long happy time since we were together when Standard 4 , u always protect me and guide me through alot of things . I very appreaciate u treat me as a lil sis :D .. but .. i treat u as a bro .. more than a bro .. Although u and ur friends always buwee me or tease me . But i'm still very happy because i found out that u guys were such a joker . You always made me laugh when im sad , and when im happy , u add oil and made me happy till cry . Remember , take care ur mom , that u always say u dont like her because she like to namo u . But i know that she is a good mom to u .. You said that u don't want a relationship since the 4th time a terrible thing happen to u .. and u promise that u will not have any relationship till u were mature or 18 Y.O .. I Will always remember the things u done to me .. U Bought me present every year . And yet i haven't open .. and now i'm gonna dump all these to forget it .. I Hope u will forget me as well :) .. it's always been a good time with u and ur gang , u always give me a tap on my shoulder when im upset.. and i will never forget ur favourite emotion =P , =D , =) . well .. i think thats gonna end here for me . Take Care ..
<3 Sis , Cla :)
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